Build. Continue to build. Use all the tools available to you. Continue to rebuild, to reconstruct the foundation based on TRUTH.
You will be able to see the differences in this structure as opposed to the old. Reflect. Feel. Understand. Know this is right for you and ACCEPT. It is at odds with the old. This is the reason for the vacillation. Take the time to connect and reconcile the turmoil, the conflict. You will understand all you need to know. Just TAKE THE TIME.