The world you live in is a place of great beauty if you allow yourself to see it. As arduous as this existence can be at times, you are not meant to spiral into despair and desolation.
Look for the good, the beautiful, the pleasure—SEE THESE THINGS. Happiness is a state of mind, a choice. You can choose to see the terrible, to listen to the doom or you may choose to see the wonderful and listen to the laughter, the hope.
It is easy when you do not perceive immediate results that you wish to experience to wallow in self-pity and pessimism. But even a grain of sand must travel thousands of miles to create for you the beach you love.
Enjoy your journey.