You do not need to wait to develop your abilities. They already exist. It is merely making the jump from wanting to believe in this to the acceptance and integration. Once again…the process.
Your mind allows acceptance in bits and pieces. It protects itself from over inundation. This is why you must be patient. Realize there are reasons for the pacing of the process. Each individual will integrate at a pace which is optimal for them.
This is an individual process uniquely your own. There are no two who will proceed in exactly the same way. It is a perfect fit for you and you alone. Trust your process to lead you for your highest good.
This is the truth. TRUST.